Chris and I recently discovered something about God’s involvement in our story that totally blew us away.
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The other night we were talking about many of our single friends. I mentioned how back in early 2005, I had a very revolutionary experience in my journey as a single woman. Being married was something I had desired for many years and I struggled with trying to truly be content to wait on God while still deeply desiring a husband. I felt like every time I prayed about it, I was in a way telling God I wasn’t content. The thing was, though, there was no use pretending it wasn’t constantly on my mind. It was.
As 2005 started, I made a decision that instead of pretending that it wasn’t constantly on my mind, I’d acknowledge that it was and then give that to God. I made a commitment to pray every day for my husband – whoever he was and wherever he might be. Beginning January 1, 2005, I spent my 20 minute drive to work each day praying for my husband. I prayed for his heart for God. I prayed for his job. I prayed for his family. I prayed for his thought life. I prayed for his fears. I prayed for his dreams.
Even though nothing changed outwardly in my dating life, my attitude changed because I felt like I was finally doing something. It was empowering to be able to openly admit my desire and give it up to God.
I prayed very consistently from several months. Around the beginning of April, as summer approached, life got busier and I prayed with less frequency. However, for those three months, my prayer life had come alive in a way it never had before. And my struggle with being single took on a new purpose.
I mentioned this to Chris the other night. He got this knowing smile on his face and told me he wasn’t surprised.
Because on April 24, 2005, after several months of soul searching, Chris surrendered his life to God.